Love that Wasn't

Baby; I know it was blurry

All quick and we never realised that it was gone

I know when you look back

You find just black empty spaces strewn

I know as well; it’s too late to write a song about it

And it’s also too late to set it straight

I guess it just wasn’t meant to be

I know I was stupid, no doubt I was dumb

But the absence of that possibility was leaving me numb

I heard you cry, I saw you try

You did what you could

You hung on to it

Didn’t let it slip

But it’s just me, don’t blame it on you

For us not making it through

Memories are all that I have been served

And that is all I ever deserved

But this poem isn’t an apology

Coz’ somewhere deep down inside, I know

Even if wrong was the way,

I am grateful for what I did that day.

It’s sad when you make me realise

That we are back to where we begun

But I guess it’s a step you took which I could not

And then, it took me a while to realise that the bliss was a curse

But I guess it’s grown into a wound we cannot nurse.

You know I always have,

And I always will

Wish the best for you

And secretly pray that you make it through.